Here is part of a convo I had with a 14 year old who I will call CC
June 3, 2007
Steve says:
so tell me bout ur parents
Steve says:
or wardens as i call them
Cocaine says:
lol
Cocaine says:
uhumm.. well theyre divorced so i never see my dad anymore..
Cocaine says:
but i hate both of them.
Cocaine says:
a ton.l
Steve says:
hug
Steve says:
look, ill promise u this, if u keep writing to me and my friends
we will help u through ur teen prison years
Steve says:
u can write us about anything and everything ok?
Cocaine says:
mmkay.
Cocaine says:
thanks. [:
Steve says:
ive heard it all so nothing will shock me
Cocaine says:
lol i know.
Cocaine says:
ive read a ton of stuff on your site.
Steve says:
i mean ive heard girls raped by their fathers, grandfathers
cuzins
Steve says:
k
Steve says:
so if u think its too embarrasing to tell me n that ill judge u
its not and i wont
Steve says:
and most of the pple i talk to wont either
Cocaine says:
kay.
Steve says:
thats why we made this group
Cocaine says:
not like im going to talk to anyone else but okay.
Cocaine says:
lol i know. and i think its great.
Cocaine says:
so should i tell you more bout my parents?
Steve says:
yeah please do
Cocaine says:
mmhmm.
Cocaine says:
kay so basically my dad is a total dick.. hes never been there
for us.
Cocaine says:
ever.. like when me or my sister needed anything.. from help with
homework or a hug, hed just yell at us.
Cocaine says:
for bothering us, for being annoying, for being stupid.
Cocaine says:
hes ocd about cleaning, so we'd have to clean all day long when
he still lived here. and it was never ever good enough.
Steve says:
*hates ur dad
Cocaine says:
hed just scream about how we were lazy and stupid, then make us
redo it, scream again, then do it himself cursing under his
breath about how dumb we are.
Steve says:
wow
Steve says:
not good
Cocaine says:
so ive always hated him.. then last year i tried to kill myself
Steve says:
hug
Cocaine says:
and when the ambulance came (i called myself btw so my parents
had no clue what was going on) my dad came into the room, laughed
in a sarcastic way, and said, "sorry guys.. she was SUPPOSED
to clean her room today"
Cocaine says:
then started picking up trash while huffing and muttering.
Steve says:
fuck
Steve says:
fuck
Steve says:
wow
Cocaine says:
then in the hospital he only visited me once because my mom
forced him to.. he stayed for 5 minutes, and the whole time he
talked to my mom about what he saw on the news.
Cocaine says:
so since then ive had no respect for him at all..
Cocaine says:
so me and my sister are total bitches to him.. and he doesnt
think hes ever done anything wrong and its just that me and my
sister are just rude and disrespectful..
Steve says:
yeah
Cocaine says:
and he doesnt give a shit either.
Cocaine says:
were just dirt to him, except when he needs us to manipulate my
mom.
Cocaine says:
soo yeah thats basically it.
Steve says:
hug
Cocaine says:
as you can tell i hate him pretty fucking much. haha.
Cocaine says:
hug.
Steve says:
me too
Cocaine says:
lol good.
Cocaine says:
if you didnt.. id pretty shocked.
Steve says:
can I show cara what u wrote?
Steve says:
im crying...
Cocaine says:
i guess.. but im not ready to talk to anyone else
Cocaine says:
and im sorryyyy.
Cocaine says:
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Steve says:
its ok. i cry a lot
Cocaine says:
lol but still.
Cocaine says:
you dont deserve to get upset by my dad..
Cocaine says:
that doesnt sound right but you know what i mean lol.
Steve says:
yeah i know
Steve says:
its ok it was also cuz cara was hurting about something so its
was a combo thing
Cocaine says:
ok