Kali Emails

Kali emails

DATE: Sat, 12 Jul 2003 01:55:30 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: This is Kali (Anewlifeforme) from TeenOpenDiary

Hi. My Aunt helped me make an Email address a couple weeks ago. You sound sad on your diary lately. I just wanted to say that. That's all.

kali

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 05:46:08 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: Re: This is Kali (Anewlifeforme) from TeenOpenDiary

haha, to perfessional? My cousin originally put it on the net while we were gone. He works with computers and does something ont he internet. I'm not really sure "what it is" that he does though. I just copied and past th elink there becuase i couldn't figure out how to actually get it on the diary. oh well.

actually, i might take it down because i was thinking that it kind of scares me to have my picure floating around on the internet. do you thinkt hat would be dangerus? im not sure.

haha, and i don't always look like that. i never wear dresses, but, my aunt said that i should because we were going to this fancy restraunt or something. and i never where my hair down either...haha, and, i don't normally smile, so, maybe it doesn't look like i normally do. ohwell.

download my diary? hmm...i'll try.

glad yer feeling better.

i didn't go to bed tonight. haha. im tired. i only slept for two hours. haha.

k gotta go.

Sun, 13 Jul 2003 13:55:57 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: Re: your pic etc.

WHo is sarah? I'm not sure you mentioned her??? Or, I don't remember.

I agree. I hate it when people lie. It doesn't make any sence either.

Also, I hate being accused of lieing. I have no reason to lie about anything. I am not looking to gain anything...

yeah, i've been having trouble sleeping at night. lol, actually,sleeping period. i don't know why. my aunt doesn't like me going online that ate though so i told her i wouldn't anymore...try not to anyway.

as for dressing up...i don't often. i like jeans and tshirts and throwing my hair up in a pony tail or bun or something. i don't like dressing up because it makes me feel unconfortable and like people are staring at me.

anyway, gotta go...

thanks for thenote...

i tried downloading. will try again but not sure if i did it right.

im not sure what i want to do when im done school...or homeschooling. I don't even really know what i want at this point. i'm just trying to be happy and feel good right now. does htat make sence.

helping people is good. maybe I would like to do that one day but right now i'm not sure id be much help because, I'm confused myself! haha.

maybe one day. when im stronger.

kali

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 13:27:56 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: Re: people etc

Sorry that you've been having hard time. I senced it from your entires, though...especially too of them that seemed really anger. i think when we are angry,t hough, we're not really angry, but bothered by something else and maybe just the anger shows? DOes that make sence? Becuase sometimes, i will act out and be angry but really im just upset about other people or something different...sad or somethign? anyway, i'll shut up now.
sorry about your friend...the sarah girl. that must be hard. i'm sort of having a problem with somebody too. i mentioned in past entries...mike, he called yesturday and said something like,"Im sorry I didn't call. it's too hard to talk to you and hear your voice?"
what does that mean? I dont' understand people...i didn't realize that i was so hard to talk to and my voice was that annoying....i don' tknow. haha, you seem to understand people. what does that mean??? guys...people...are confusing creatures. mike was becoming my best friend and almost like a brother, too. hmm. oh well... lol, to hard to hear my voice? What does that mean, geez. i don't get it. anyway, i will check out your web page. i think i checked it out once quickly and my aunt saw it and wanted to look at it...

k...goodbye for now.

take care.

kali

Mon, 4 Aug 2003 07:54:41 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: Re: people etc

hey steve,

where ya been???

Hope you are okay. I read some of your stuff on your link that you sent me. You seem so sad. I felt so bad when you wrote about sleeping 30 of the last 36 hours. depression can be really terribal huh? I hope you are okay.

im okay too...confused with that mike gu y, but other than that, things are going okay.

kali

Wed, 6 Aug 2003 16:35:51 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: Re: people etc

haha well, thanks. I like you great too.

Singapore. wow. what's that like? Anything like Monteal?

haha, well, there isn't a city better than montrea is there? Then, of course, I am bias.

You sound like you are doing a little better? Are ya?

NOt doing much here. Trying not to go online as much. I noticed that since I started going online so much, I have been having problems with my eyes. Maybe it's the screan or something.

well, gonna go check out my diary and maybe yours.

Kali

Wed, 20 Aug 2003 08:04:38 -0700 (PDT)

SUBJECT: Re: people etc

Hey,
I haven't heard from you in awhile and am very worried about ya. Let me know if your okay? I hope so.

((hugs))) You are such a sweet guy and I hate to see the few nice guys in the world to be so sad!

Anyway, let meknow.

Kali

From: kali Lane

Date: Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:26:07 -0700 (PDT)

>Wow. You are great. See, When you talkk about teenagers being afraid to leave, I personally don't get it...becuase...I've been coming and going as I pleased for such a long time. I"m not scared...well, only sometimes. ACtually, I hate to do it to my Aunt, but, I kinda need to leave again...maybe only for a few days. Im ight leave a note and tell her that I am taking off. I need to get "away" from here for awhile. Here, she has so many rules. I'm not used to it. I'm used to just being on my own. Actually, other than the food and warm place, I kind of miss it ,,,the freedom...haha, maybe I should come work for you. I would love to travel. I guess I would be annoying, though. haha, im sure you have better htings to do than work with someone my age. I would love to, though. It would be fun and I would feel free again.
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>I really like you. I kidn of feel bad about it because I've never met you. Also, you are so much older, but, you are so wise...and...unrealistically NICE. haha...not unrealistically, but, uncommonly nice....i don't know...i'm just wreiting.
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>write back.
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>I'm so glad you didn' kill yourself. that really scared me. it actually made ME cry for a second. I had tears starting to run down my eyes cus I felt so badly. but, I"m okay. i guess I"m sort of like you...Ic ry when I think about othe rpeople in pain.
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>I think it would be coolt o meet you! haha, but yer way out ther ein singapore...maybe someday...! if youco me back to queec or something.
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