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Liz, England

Feb 2, 2006 Convo

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steve dice:
hey liz. u there?
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
brb
steve dice:
k
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
okay im back now
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
heya
steve dice:
hey
steve dice:
how u been?
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
kinda of crap really
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
how are you?
steve dice:
i just went thru the pics in ur spaces.... good selections...
steve dice:
how come uve been crap?
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
thnxies
steve dice:
and ive been up and down, cuz of laura here in peru.
steve dice:
well now we are in argentina
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
just stuff at school getting me down and ive kind of started cutting again
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
awww why what happens?
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
whats been happening#
steve dice:
well in a few words, she left me, went back to her ex., missed me, left peru with me and now misses peru
steve dice:
its been a lot of drama
With you i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand! dice:
omg im sorry to hear that *huggles* you have a lot of drama
steve dice:
whats been going on at school that got u cutting again or what was the main thing going on? and hugs back thanks *smile*
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
just well the only friends i have now are bitches to me and they call me all kind of names and all the teachers are getting at me and my parents and its just too much
steve dice:
hug
steve dice:
like what names do they call u
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
today they called me fat, a bitch and a man
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
and thats kind of the normal thing
steve dice:
aw...
steve dice:
thats really hurtful
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
yeh
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
i dunno what to do it just feels like too much
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
but i guess that you've heard worse
steve dice:
maybe but that doesnt make how u feel hurt any less!
steve dice:
anyhow what have ur teachers been doing thats been getting to u
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
well they told me that if i don't do better than i won't be able to get a good job because my grades will be too low and that i need to work harded because right now im acting thick! but im working as hard as i can
steve dice:
they sound real understanding
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
lol hope your being scacy lol
steve dice:
scacy?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
erm scarcaist
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
sorry can't spell
steve dice:
and in case theres a little doubt, i was being .... ah.... yeah thats the word. sarcastic!
steve dice:
lol
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
lol
steve dice:
is there a british shortcut name for sarcastic?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
nah thats mine lol
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
lol
steve dice:
how did u feel when the teacher said that stuff?
steve dice:
and what was ur response, if any that is
steve dice:
verbal or nonverbal, such as giving them the finger. lol
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
i just felt really upset and angry that they could say all of that stuff
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
and i told them to go fuck themselves and walked out of the room
steve dice:
did u really?
steve dice:
lol
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
yeh
steve dice:
lol good for u
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
i was really in just the moment thing
steve dice:
did they give u shit about that later
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
yeh im in isolation for swearing at the teacher
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
but o well im not really bothered about that part
steve dice:
sorry for that little break...
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
so are you going to move back to peru?
steve dice:
what is isolation exactly?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
its where all the students go that are in real big trouble and you have to sit in silence away from everyone and just do a lot of boring work
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
but its kind of fun depending on the teacher there im being put in there for 2 weeks and the rest of this one
steve dice:
is it during regular school hours or after school or what
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
during school and a hour after
steve dice:
you mean for like two hours then?!
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
nah all of the school time and then a hour after
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
from 9 till 4 (school finnishs are 3)
steve dice:
??
steve dice:
ur kidding!
steve dice:
u dont go to ur classes?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
nope
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
hey again]
steve dice:
hi stranger
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
lol
steve dice:
how many pple are in there usually?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
about 6
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
mostly from my yr
steve dice:
how do u really feel when ur in there?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
mostly bored and pissed off because it was the teachers fault that i sweared at her
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
and hopeing that J comes in lol
steve dice:
who?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
J he just makes it more fun and messes about its less boring when hes there
steve dice:
a friend in ur year then?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
yeh well kind of
steve dice:
how kind of
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
well hes not my friend but hes a kool person i get on with him
steve dice:
hey do know what stacies nick name is these days?
steve dice:
her ex just chatted with me
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
nah i don't why what is it? or don't you know?
steve dice:
well i have a bunch of pple in my msn from england and its hard to find someone if i dont know what nick they have been using last
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
o ryte
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
sorri i don't know havent talked to her in ages
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
what did her friend say is she okay?
steve dice:
well he didnt say. but he doesnt sound understanding at all.
steve dice:
i asked him if he ever cut and he goes, dude, im not stupid.
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
lol what was his name?
steve dice:
shayne
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
okay don't know him lol
steve dice:
k
steve dice:
have u talked to her lately?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
no my computer has been broke and so i couldn't get on
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
k
steve dice:
how bout ur parents, whats been up with them?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
they just get on my nerves about school and im never good enough no matter what i do
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
i want to live with my dad but he lives too far away
steve dice:
how come with him?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
because hes nicer and doesn't get at me and treats me like a proper person and not some thing that has to be prefect
steve dice:
yeah that sounds helpful
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
btw this is from Loz
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
Hi steve hope youre ok, you aint showing up as online on my msn list so please unblock me lol loz x
steve dice:
ah ok
steve dice:
well can u tell her i havent been online cuz of laura here in south america?
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
sure
steve dice:
k thanks
steve dice:
well i better get going
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
okay thnxies take care xxxxxxxxxx
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
Loz says bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
steve dice:
k
steve dice:
oh... wait
steve dice:
u mean shes on now????!
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
and she hopes your okay
steve dice:
i didnt get that
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
yep
steve dice:
maybe i do have her blocked!
steve dice:
lol
steve dice:
let me check
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
okay
steve dice:
ok im gonna chat a bit with her then take off. so lets say bye again!
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
lol okay
steve dice:
k
steve dice:
hugs
steve dice:
nice talking to u.
steve dice:
sorry its been so long
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
*huggles* thank you
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
its okay
steve dice:
hugs back
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
take care and send my love to laura
"wish i was someplace else, with somebody elses name somebody elses face" dice:
xxxxxxxx
steve dice:
k bye bye