I wasn't there at
all
I never heard you call her that name
Never hid and watched you
Shove her up against the wall
I never saw you shatter that mirror
Never prayed that
The seven years bad luck
You were sure to get
Plagued me instead
I never saw the shards of glass
Sticking out of your hand
Never noticed how they sparked
Like stars in your blood
I never saw the blood
drip down onto to the floor
And slowly get absorbed
Into the new carpet
I never noticed
that the stain stayed there,
untouched for years
Long after you'd left
I never noticed the
Red-brown
Blobs in the immaculate
White carpet
And she would still
make me take off my shoes
Before I came inside
And
Long after you were over
I would never
Take the blade
And cut into the skin
Of my hand
And watch the blood
Drip into the sink
And I am not always careful
To wash it away
Instantly.
So that it never leaves a stain.